I have so much to say to you. ~ I have nothing to say at all.
I am over feeling rejected. ~ I am lost.
I want to scream at the top of my lungs!!!! ~ I want to be silent like the night.
I want to smile all of the time until my face feels like it’s going to crack. ~ I want to cry buckets of tears.
I am strong and live life to the fullest. ~ I could not lift a feather let alone my head from this pillow.
I am comfortable in my own skin. ~ The unrecognizable face in the mirror makes my skin want to crawl.
I know who I am and I am content to live in the moment, understanding that nobody can make me feel something I chose not to. ~ The essence of my beginning has been lost and you will not help me find it so I cannot see anything but the hurt that you have clearly caused me.
I am done worrying about you. ~ I think about you often.
I trust you are telling me the truth. ~ I don’t think you would know truth if it jumped up and bit you.
I understand the complexities of your denial and have compassion for the person that you are. ~ I don’t get you at all and I am angered by your weakness.
I am fully able to relish the blessings that I have in my life. ~ I can’t see past what’s missing.
Clearly I don’t need you. ~ Apparently I need you in some form.
Screw You for not chosing me, it simply doesn’t matter! ~ Why?
I am content knowing I have done everything possible to turn this around. ~ Surely there is something I could say or do to make you change your mind.
I am absolutely FINE! ~ I am so not fine.
I am wise beyond my years. ~ I have never felt more confused.
I am all of these things. ~ I am none of them.